I am feeling like I may be coming to an end. I have lost this battle with food. I think I have Gallbladder disease. I have been sick a couple of days. The doctor told me to go to the ER. I am going to wait for my appointment tomorrow.
My head hurts and it feels like everything I eat is making me sicker. I have cut it down to Gallblader friendly foods like avocado, and blended cauliflower, frozen fruits and the like.
I can barely eat much of anything. It is like I have had bypass.
Why won't I go to the ER? I hate the way my morbidly obese body can't fit on the gurney and how the staff seems to feel I am sick because I am fat. Also, I don't bathe the way I used to and I have not had the strength to do the job I need to do. I hope I can do it by tomorrow.
I love my family but I feel it is too late for me to of help to them. I hope they will remember me when I was strong and good and loved God.
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